wow... i havent rote in this thing in so long its pretty funny.... God tomorrow night all of the JV has to go to varcitys sectionals and we're gonna get home at like 1.... im really not gonna be in the mood to go to school, But yeah, neways.... tomorrow is crazy sock day in the fucking Middle School [Representing]....And im gonna put on my most amazing socks and walk flawlessly down the hallways as if everyones invisibly, ahah im gonna fell so cool,

pfft cheerleading is over on saturday but im prolly gonna end up doin it for one more season n then that will most likly be my last.. Bc this year i got my backhandspring and everything so i felt like i accomplished alot, bc im wanted it for so long, n now i want my back tuck, or my rounoff backhandspring.... so yeah, once i get them, ill perform them in a compitition and feel loved

Mehh....My sister has syphils, Shes a scumbag whore...  she sleeps around daily and has had over 50 male belongings in her vagina...No im just kidding. But right now im enjoying bothering her bc she wont let me wear her shit, ahaha i would hate to be her, and have me as a sister, bc i can be VERY, exstremely annoying   and boy, im oh so good at it  Urgghhh, time to get back to begging... haha

           CCCCCYYAAAAAAAAA

Right, so i peirced my noes, and right after i desided to take it out for one sec, and it fucking closed, so i put it back threw and i was like wow, if its gonna close in 5 fuckin minutes then why have it peirced when this weekend for cheerleading im gonna be forced to have it out for a cupple hours... Im like wtf, yeah my mom was like have alseep so i woke her up just so i could tell her she had to take me to get it done, she said yeah sure maybe for christmas? im like nahhh how about next week, shes like oh we'll see, but hey, if i get that board after cheerleadings over ill just do it again myself..... doesnt really bother me...I love peircing things myself..... i feel so accomplished after im done, bc its like i've reached a goal i've been looking forward to fo so long, its so exsiting ... I was thinking, wow i really want my eyebrow done, but i would never be able to peirce it myself, bc i like to get sidetracked and then go back to my peircing, and with an eyebrow you dont have a choise besides to peirce it really fast, and i cant go fast, i like to go slow, its sucks, and its way more painful, but ya no.... idk how the fuck to go faster.haha

D r a m a - I hate it.... URGH! it makes me wanna fucking rip someones head off.... but its okay, im gonna controll myself, haha ill be better in the morning Boys Boys Boys Boys Boys....i bet you the deffinition of drama and boys would go in the same catigory, bc they are both the exact same...

ERRRRR! GOD im so mad, the one weekend that i actually had plans in mind to do some fun shit i have to get my period! wtf's up with that! i mean come on whats with the girls "menstral cycle"? is it really needed .....UMMM NO?!i hate it, i hope it fucking idk, goes away or what ever..

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

sorry, i had to scream to let out all my anger! lol

WTF!? now my little smiley faces for this xanga fuck shit isnt working.... wow today isnt my day at all.. mehhhh.

 So tomorrow im bringing my Metallica shirt to school to sell to daneille, bc shes obsessed with them, lol but hey i make some shit off of it so im happy...haha yeah.

WTF! my colors dont work either! and they literitly worked 5 minutes ago......urrrghhhhttttt, pfft, i cant keep gettin pissed over these gay little things, lol but why wont it work? idk... i guess this time my colors are gona be black n white, just like my world.

now that i realize,
that im goin down
from all this pain u put me through.

everytime i close my eyes
i lock it down, 
i cant go on without lovin u.....

                                                             jmr